Welcome to what I hope to show here is a glimpse into the life of a wife, mother and women whose life is on a journey to complete physical and mental separation from the world, it's anti-christ system and learning how to walk in obediance on a daily basis.
Who am I? Well I guess I would have to say I am a person who is walking out my salvation with fear and trembling. I am a woman that wants to be a Godly wife, mother and friend and who daily trust God to help me die to self. My husband and I are in a process of separation from worldly ways. We believe as well that God had a plan from the beginning of time and we have departed from that plan and are living the consequences of that. A Biblical Agrarian lifestyle is what God ordained from the beginning of life and His word shows clearly that He wants us to live the way He designed us to live . We believe in the elect of God. We believe in a sovereign God who is in complete control. Life is process driven, not purpose driven. We walk each day in the mercy of God and believe only He can change a heart and draw man unto himself.
For I am not ashamed of the gospel of Christ: for it is the power of God unto salvation to every one that believeth; to the Jew first, and also to the Greek. For therein is the righteousness of God revealed from faith to faith: as it is written, The just shall live by faith.
Wherefore come out from among them, and be ye separate, saith the Lord, and touch not the unclean [thing]; and I will receive you, And will be a Father unto you, and ye shall be my sons and daughters, saith the Lord Almighty.
“Wherein lies then the maintenance of God’s order in the family? The answer to this question is found in both Ephesians and Colossians. (Eph. 5: 22-33, Eph. 6: 1-9; Col. 3: 18-25, Col. 4: 1.) The husband is the head, and as such has to act as God’s vice-regent, to govern not according to his, but according to the divine will. The authority put into his hands is from the Lord, and it is his to wield for Him, and it cannot therefore be delegated to another. The wife is in subjection to her husband, even as the Church is subject to Christ, the husband on his part having to love his wife even as Christ loved the Church, and gave Himself for it. The responsibility of children is to obey their parents in the Lord. Their obedience is to be absolute, qualified only by the condition — in the Lord. Servants have likewise to obey their masters, parents and masters having on their side their respective obligations.
With these instructions before us, it is easy to perceive that if the wife govern instead of the husband, or if the children are permitted to have their own way, to please themselves instead of living in subjection; or if, again, servants are allowed to govern the household, it could not be productive either of blessing, harmony, or happiness. No; the pathway of blessing is the pathway of obedience in the several spheres we are called upon to fill. And when this is acknowledged by the various members of a family, that household becomes a testimony for God in a scene where all have departed from Him — a bright circle of light in the midst of surrounding darkness, and an anticipation of millennial blessing when the Lord’s authority shall be acknowledged throughout the whole world.”
E. Dennett, God’s Order, Published in The Christian’s Friend, vol. 9,(1882), p.225
Hello! Greetings in the name of Our Lord and Saviour Jesus Christ. I am a German teacher, 57 years old, living with my two sons of 19 and 21. I read, what you wrote and it means something to me. I am a conservative mennonite, but at the same time I read fron the puritans.
Yours, Eva
I can so relate to your entry The Struggle. I am right there in that place, and I struggle with it almost exactly as you mentioned in your post.
I am still praying for that sense of peace to enter boldly and proudly into this season of my life…His Life.
Thank you –
Deanna
I have really enjoyed reading your blog. I can *feel* your desire to please Him.
You stated ***My life has changed alot in the last few years. My opinion and views on life, love and truth have as well.*** So may I ask why you would move to a commune? God may of put you in a sinful dark area of the world so that you can be a light to others who are changing just like you did.
I love all that Homestead Heritage has to offer too except that they tend to think they are the only ones going to Heaven.
Hi CM, God has done alot in me even to the point of teaching me about separation. I have learned that I am to be obediant to his word above all else. He has called His people to come out of the world, not just spiritually, but physically to. I will continue to be a light as I walk out my salvation in a biblical agrarian lifestyle. I am moving to my own land, around 6 acres. I will not be living in a commune. We are not living all together on one piece of property. We each have our own land. All the others in the community have there own land, own animals, own homes. When I say community I am saying like minded brethern who live fairly close to one another. There are many who are like minded who live all across the country. As far as homestead heritage I don’t really know much about them as I am canadian and have not lived in texas before. There are many so called religions who believe they are the only ones going to heaven. I don’t know who all are going to heaven except those that are called by His name and who have been chosen from the foundations of the world according to scripture. I do believe in the elect of God but I do not believe only those who will live where I do will be saved. If you continue to read my blog it will explain more about my doctrine and more about why my husband and I have made the choices we have. In all truth we have and are choicing our path according to scripture and according to the will of God. Its all about Him and His sovereignity more then it is about my comfort and my flesh. Thanks again for your comment, I appreciate your questions.
Blessings Debylin